My Song: Destiny

Destiny (c) 2005 Ahmed Arsalan
by A. Arsalan
Author's Note:
This song depicts the feelings of someone that has been abandoned. This song was written on January 19, 2005.

[X begin]
The pain of losing you
A life of missing you
A feeling of disdain
The fear of choosing you, again

I'm surrounded by your face
I'm hiding from disgrace
I'm nervous and I'm scared
I know things will never be the same
[X end]

[CHORUS begin]
I'm fighting
I'm hiding
I'm shutting myself down
I'm upright
Facing your might
But secretly, I'm crying
[CHORUS end]

[Repeat X]
[Repeat CHORUS twice]

The crime of loving you
The slime slung by you
Is that just my fate
Or my punishment
for the choices I made

Is it my destiny?
To be the one to try
And fail every time

Is that the vagaries?
Of the world inside
The world inside of me

A call for mutiny?
To show the way to me
Or to my progeny

Is this my destiny?
Is this my destiny?
Is this my destiny?